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9-22-08
things i should be doing:
reading a 350 page book
studying for midterms!
things i have been doing:
napping
I’m forcing myself to write right now. I’ve always viewed blogging as a sporadic kind of thing, it just happens when you’re feeling in a particular mood, or when something eventful happens. With that attitude, I think I find myself managing to blog every few weeks. I began to rethink if there was any real purpose for these online logs of feeling, and I realized that what I wanted out of myself was to establish some sort of periodic routine of looking back and evaluating and or just figure out what was actually going on. Days fly by insanely fast, and to be honest I could probably only recall two or three days in the past month.
When I think about it, the amount of memories that I can recall vary between different eras in my life. From the end of senior year to about a year ago, most memories are very vivid and ingrained in my head. They are involuntarily thrown into my train of thought with the slightest trigger. In comparison to the past year, its kind of fuzzy. There’s a huge collection of memories, but it’s all static. I could give a decent recollection in cliff note format, but the places, the people, the things surrounding all those memories are nowhere to be found.
It’s a really sad situation. I think that I started to blog in hopes that somehow I begin to once again start remembering things again with some detail.
